Monday, June 25, 2018

Doll Maker Story Time - Yes I made a Life Size Jesus Doll and I might be a Witch



Cassandra George Sturges, MA, MA, Psy.D

I knew a witch who was offended because a woman went to church and prayed to Jesus to help her find a husband. The witch referred to the woman as a fake Jesus-Loving- Bible-Toter and refused to sell her a love spell to attract a husband. I am just going to call a spade a spade; this was one of the most ridiculous things I had ever heard—and maybe I was ignorant for not speaking up-- but I didn’t have the courage at the time. So I am writing now what I wanted to tell the Witch at that time—in my heart this is what I believe happened when the woman went to church and prayed to Jesus.


The woman went to church and prayed for a husband—and Jesus inspired her to seek the services of the baddest- the G.O.A.T Witch that he knew of that the woman could get in contact with who would deliver her a husband. This is what I believe. This is how I think.  


Everything works together for our highest good. I believe that magic is simply a practical way of bringing forth from our subconscious our deepest and most sincere desires so that we can align our thoughts and actions with our desire so that we can recognize when we have what we say  we want. 


The reason I say, “What we say we want” is because we are eternal beings. We don’t need anything and this is why after people get what they want they become bored with it and want something else—just like babies. When we finally give babies the thing that they have been crying for—the baby will play with it for a few moments before letting it drop to the floor.





I believe that as we progress spiritually we need less physical matter to help us manifest what we want because we have learned how to use our imagination and utilize our mental powers. In addition to the fact that we want less  material things and attune to the feeling nature of what we want to experience-- we realize that we have come to this planet for a brief moment in time to love and be loved.


People who go to church hate people who practice magick, people who are involved in the occult are intolerant of people who are Christians, Muslims, etc.


In this YouTube Video, I share my story a bout my personal experience with Jesus and why I made a 6 feet 7 inch, life size Jesus Doll Fabric Sculpture.


 
Even though all religions declare and acknowledge that nothing is more powerful than  Love they are mostly all intolerant of loving and respecting anyone who does not abide by their rules, ideology, beliefs, and religion.  This is a blatant contradiction – in my opinion—of what Infinite Love is.

 


I teach at a community college and in my classroom, we do a lot of group assignments. In one of my classes, I had a Nun in full habit (They are now called Sisters), a Muslim dressed in her Hijab, and a male Witch in a group together laughing, cracking jokes, and sharing their stories with each other while working on their project.


I broke down crying in tears of joy. I will never forget this day as long as I live. I am crying tears of joy as I type this.  The number one rule in my classroom is that we all grow, learn, and evolve through each other’s truth. The more we share our stories from our heart space and not from our egos the more we expand as infinite, loving, and powerful beings.



I am a spiritual slut. I am a multi-spiritual being. I practice Feng Shui, I carry an orange bible with me that was given to me while I was skipping high school  in the ninth grade by an old white man. The old white man asked me if I accepted, Jesus Christ in my life as my Lord and Savior, and I put down my jumbo size olive green Tupperware cup filled with Southern Comfort and Ginger ale on the swing, and took the Eve Light 12o cigarette out of my mouth and stepped on it—and said yes.




I was 15-years-old at the time. This Bible is still in my purse. I took it with me to the abortion clinic, to take my GED, to take my Doctoral exams, to every job interview, and to say Good bye at my father’s Grave.



When I became enraged at work and called my co-worker a mother-fuc$@#r at a meeting, I went to my office, called home, and told my daughter to burn my protection candles made by my favorite witches. My magick candles have never failed me. I know that when I am using my “Sh@T” I must be in the right head space because karma is real.


While fasting, I have taken my bible, my magick candles, Gemstones, spell jars, incense, and cauldron, outside under the full moon to petition and cast a spell for the Universe to bestow grace and mercy upon my life.






When people ask me, why my life size Jesus is white—the question seems small and mundane in the big scheme of who I really am.  In my Jungle Beauty Goddess Book series, Jesus’s  Mother and Father are Black, and his brother, Shiva is blue. I would think one would have bigger concerns.


 I don’t believe in or prescribe to any religion, however; I do believe that there is some truth, knowledge, and practices from all religious dogma, metaphysics, and spiritual practices that can help people heal themselves and take control of their own lives. I believe in God, I believe in angels, spiritual guides, and of course I talk to and hug Trees.






Friday, June 22, 2018

How to Make a Wisdom Doll – Spiritual Doll Magic


How to Make a Wisdom Doll – Spiritual Doll Magic

By Cassandra George Sturges

In this article and YouTube Video, I am going to show you how to make a wisdom doll using gemstones. Most people are not attracted to owning or making a Wisdom Gemstone Doll because this spiritual doll magic is not sexy, you are not going to get laid, and you are not going to get paid—initially.  A wisdom doll may force you to reassess what it is that you think you really want now-- for what is for your highest good and the highest good of all others under grace and at the perfect time.


In my humble opinion, I believe that wisdom and knowledge are two different frequencies of intelligence. Knowledge applies to a specific realm of reality that governs one particular dimension of time and space. Whereas, wisdom is intuition, insight, and knowingness that resonate from several lifetimes, multiple dimensions of time and space that have accumulated over infinite universes and realms of reality. Knowledge can be proven right or wrong in a particular paradigm, such as 1+1=2. This is a two-three dimensional fact; however, this does not apply to quantum physics, which is in alignment with wisdom.

I want you to keep in mind—initially. The Wisdom Doll highlights to your awareness that you are not going to want the person who does not return your phone calls, the person who lies to you, the person who is not attracted to you, or the person who is not for your highest and best good. You will still want to earn more money—but you are more likely to seek a path that resonates with the truth of who you are. You will want prosperity that brings you more than money but a sense of accomplishment and joy.

I have been doing everything in my physical power to run away from, hide, and deny the metaphysical aspect of who I am. I started teaching people how to make dolls on my Authentik Beauty Handmade Dolls YouTube Channel in hopes that my dolls would stop communicating with me and find a place in mainstream society. Even when I am trying to be normal, who I really am refuses to be silenced.

I know there are many people who will use the Law of Attraction, voodoo dolls, magic candles, and spells to manifest what their ego wants but not what is in alignment with the truest desires of their heart. In my heart and soul, I don’t think it is spiritually healthy to cast spells, make voodoo dolls, or perform magical rituals to get your ex back or attract people who have not shown in interest in developing a relationship with you.

I believe that when we do spiritual and energetic work to get our exes back or attract a particular person who has not shown interest in being in a relationship with us -- we are violating a universal spiritual law that we are all free and sovereign multi-dimensional beings.  I feel in my heart that when we energetically command that a fragment of a person’s soul belongs to us  without their consent this is called spiritual rape.


I call it spiritual rape because you are taking a fragment of a person’s soul energy against their wishes. I think this is why so many relationships and marriages fail because our heart chakras are fragmented due to parts of our souls that are being held captive in a multitude of unwanted connections with other beings.

Imagine what it must feel like to have one or all of your exes or a person you do not want to be with using metaphysical practices commanding you to engage in a relationship with them. What do you think the karmic repercussions from this type magic, spiritual, and energetic work would have on your love life? I believe in my heart that this is why so many celebrities try to keep their love lives private in order to give their relationships a chance to work.

We have all wanted our ex back, myself included. However, in my twenties and thirties, I was not the person I am today. Creating a wisdom doll may help you come to terms with what it is that you really want out of life; what’s important, who is important, why it is important; and when to act.

Wisdom is the most challenging spiritual doll because you may have to give up a false desire, let go of an expected outcome, and accept a soul-stirring uncomfortable truth about yourself. You should make or purchase this wisdom doll before owning any other spiritual gemstone dolls or other manifesting tools because you want to be extremely clear about what it is that you want to feel emotionally and be in alignment with your highest truth; and be able to recognize when you have what it it that you "say you want."

The biggest change that I have personally encountered since making my wisdom doll is that I am learning to shut up more. My spirit is telling me to be quiet, ask questions, and listen. Repeat. My spirit is compelling me to write more, meditate more, and to be true to myself in my art expression.  
 

Your wisdom doll is not going to jump up and physically prevent you from making a bad decision— you may simply feel a stronger desire to do what feels more in alignment with the core of who you are and what you really want.


10 questions to contemplate while creating and meditating with your wisdom spiritual gemstone doll

1.      What are you willing to fail at no matter what the risk?
2.    Think about the last time you were really happy? What were you wearing, what were you doing, who were you with?
3.    What advice would you give a being who wanted to incarnate on planet earth?
4.    Who do you admire and why?
5.     Pretend that your life is the #1 movie in the world inspiring millions of people around the world—Given that you are the hero of your own move--what could you do right now that would make the audience cry, laugh, or feel inspired?
6.    Your ancestors have lived and died for you to exist in this very moment in time—pretend to have a meeting with them in your imagination and ask them whether they feel like you have taken advantage of this opportunity of time, space, and breath to live authentically from a place of truth and wholeness? Ask your ancestors if they are proud of you?
7.     Are you proud of yourself and the decisions that you have made thus far? If yes, why?  If no, why? Think of a time when you made a really good decision. Why do you think you made such a good decision? Do the same thing for a bad decision.
8.    If you could change one thing about the world what would it be and why?
9.    Think of at least 3 times in your life when you were extremely happy. Feel these emotions intensely for five to ten minutes. Hold onto the vibrations of that feeling before making a major decision.  Which decision feels like joy? Which decision feels heavy? Are you happy or are you trying to make others happy?
 10. Lastly, imagine yourself sitting on the beach 10 years from now with a big smile on your face feeling at peace, feeling blissful and happy, ask your soul—Which decision did I make?


When you stop chasing the wrong things you give the right things a chance to catch you. - Lolly Daskal


Wisdom Affirmations:

I am saturated in God’s (Whatever higher power you believe in) infinite, divine wisdom.

I am saturated in God’s grace, mercy, and truth.

Every cell of my mind, body, and soul is saturated in divine wisdom and infinite intelligence.

My entire being is enlightened with infinite love, wisdom, and understanding.


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Here is list of gemstones that carry the metaphysical properties of wisdom. Select the crystal gemstones that resonate with your spirit.
Amazonite, Amethyst, Chrysocolla, Lapis Lazuli, Larimar, Moonstone, Sodalite, Tiger’s eye, Turquoise, Iolite, Sunstone, Jade


The content in this article and video is for information purposes only, If you feel like you have a mental or physical illness please seek medical attention from a trained professional.